http://www.worldonenesscommunity.com/video/webcast-with-russia-march-21-2012

Gratitude to Mattias Eriksson for the original video posting and to Krisztina Petrics-Nyitray for the subtitled video.

Oneness Russia: Dear Bhagavan we have received alot of birthday wishes for you and I would like to wish you a Happy Birthday from all of us. Our deep, heartfelt gratitude from all of us for the new, powerful deeksha, the Oneness Meditation, for everything you have been doing for each and every one. We all would like to become awakened and we all wish to be useful and helpful in fulfilling your vision of 2012 for the whole of humanity. My personal gratitude to you, dear Bhagavan, and my humble prostrations.
Question: Good afternoon Global Divine. I thank you for the chance to have a direct guidance from you. After the deepening process my energies got settled. But right now I have got the state that I don’t know how to fulfill myself in life: trying to listen and understand my heart to choose the right direction. But I have got the feeling that I am trapped and I can’t escape from all of that. That causes suffering and disappointment in life. Sri AmmaBhagavan, my gratitude for your limitless love and Divine presence.
Bhagavan: The Oneness Meditation released in 2012 is a very special process. All that has happened to you until now is a preparation. All you have to do is to attend 5 or 6 Oneness Meditations. Your problem would be solved. This applies to all people who are stuck somewhere. All would be able to reach their goal through the Oneness Meditation. All that is happening to you, that happened to you, is a preparation for this.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, since I started receiving and later giving Oneness deekshas myself … (no sound)……It’s an agonizing condition. Sometimes I feel intense disgust and hatred against life and it seems to grow. How to go above it, Bhagavan? Thank you.
Bhagavan: Your process has reached such a point where if you attend 6 or 7 Oneness Meditations you’d be soon awakened.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, when we ask about fulfilling something in our prayers is it enough to ask the Divine just once, or ask over and over again until the question is answered?
Bhagavan: It is enough to ask once. It is important that you maintain a notebook and see if the prayer is being answered or not. If the prayer is not being answered, you should not repeat that prayer, but put in a new prayer. You must make use of the teachings to formulate the correct prayer. Every correct prayer would be answered.
(Note: see link at end of transcript for specific instructions about the prayer notebook.)
Question: When I don’t keep asking about the awakening constantly, it seems that the process has stopped. Is it so?
Bhagavan: You need not keep asking for awakening because the process is on for all of you. You may not even be aware of it, but it is continuing. At the end of 2012 most people would be awakened or at least in awakened states.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, why does this state of deep, melancholy grief emerge, where the tears come down when I see that nothing changes. It seems that I am good for nothing, that all my hope of awakening is just a fantasy. How to overcome that, Bhagavan?
Bhagavan: You are in fact ready for awakening.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, with regards to the word integrity, it’s kind of clear. But about the inner integrity it’s not completely clear. You say that if we practice inner integrity it will help to become enlightened. And what is inner integrity? Is it not to lie to ourselves, not to break some rules? And if I break something is it not to justify myself? And if it is impossible to stop all that, as far as I got it, inner integrity is the main thing. Practicing it we can change our life. Could you tell us about inner integrity in detail?
Bhagavan: Inner integrity is to see what is going on inside you without the mind justifying things.
Question: Tell me please Bhagavan, does my spiritual evolution influence my near and dear?
Bhagavan: Your spiritual evolution not only influences your near and dear ones, but also a large number of people whom you may never know in life.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, I am 61. Could it be a reason for the fact that my mind cannot be declutched and witnessing of the mind doesn’t happen to me? Dear Bhagavan, what should I do to help myself to master concentration? When I experience some problem, silence and serenity comes. But I don’t become compassionate and loving after that. I become indifferent to problems of others. What do I do wrong at the moment of experiencing?
Bhagavan: You need not do anything. Please go to the Oneness Meditation, the Divine would definitely help you.
Question: Hello Bhagavan. Why no doctors and healers, and practices fail to help me? Why nothing changes in my life and if I don’t have any life. No events are happening and nothing is changing for years and decades. I can’t break through the dead wall in my life. It seems that I live the life of somebody else; that I have somebody else’s diseases, obsessed with somebody else’s thoughts and emotional conditions. I feel I am a zombie, bio-robot, not a human being. There is not any real hope in my life. For how long is it going to continue?
Bhagavan: It will all change very, very soon.
Question: Namaste, beloved Bhagavan. Why don’t those few changes happen in the world which you have predicted? Just some interest in deeksha and Oneness is only seen. While we conduct a workshop everybody is delighted. But afterwards, people get back into their shells. What do I do Bhagavan?
Bhagavan: Things are beginning to change all over the planet. More and more people are getting awakened very fast now.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, many, various doubts come up. I work them out as you teach us and they are gone. But one doubt or rather fear is there always. What if nothing happens in 2012, which all of us are waiting for so much? What if everything will remain the same like now: these financial schemes of dependency, the total bondage of man with endless wars and borders? What if nothing happens with me and with the planet. I ask you for an answer dear avatar. I’m sorry for my impatience to look into the future at the end of 2012. I love you very much. Thank you.
Bhagavan: Our vision for 2012 is that 70,000 people must be awakened. Now it looks like it is going to be achieved by end of 2012. The kind of changes you ask for would happen thereafter.
Question: Dear beloved Bhagavan, is awakening possible only when all the charges are experienced by us?
Bhagavan: At the center of your being is fear. Though I use the word fear, it contains thousands of fears. One fear may translate as cancer. Now if we dissolve that fear, cancer would be gone. If we dissolve that fear in one minute, cancer would dissolve in one minute. If we take six months to dissolve that fear, then it would take six months for the cancer to disappear.
The same thing applies to all ailments. Not only that, but all problems. A particular fear translates itself as financial problems. Another fear as relationship problems and some fears prevent you from becoming awakened. These fears are nothing but charges. We do not have to be free of all charges to be awakened. We have to be only free of that fear which is preventing you from being awakened. Once that fear is dissolved, you’d become awakened.
In fact, whenever we help you we a financial problem or a health problem we dissolve the corresponding fear through deeksha and through various other methods. For example, the homas are one way of dissolving these fears. So you do not have to be free of all traumas to be awakened.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, we are having the Oneness Meditations help, and I am taking part in that with lots of joy. Something truly beautiful is happening to me during these new powerful deekshas. Thank you so much for that. Could you please tell us more about Oneness Meditation? How do you see this process? How does the Oneness Meditation help the process of awakening? How can we help this process if we, ourselves are not initiated? Do we have to attend a Oneness awakening course or any other Oneness courses? Or is it enough just to participate in the Oneness Meditation? How often is it recommended to attend the Oneness Meditation? Our deepest gratitude to you our beloved Bhagavan.
Bhagavan: Those who conduct Oneness Meditation are not selected by a Dasa, they are not selected by the University, they are not selected by AmmaBhagavan. Through a very special process they are directly selected by the Divine. So far only a few people have been selected. Sometimes even awakened people have been not selected. We do not know on what basis the Divine selects. But among the selected people, your country has the highest number of people.
If you are well prepared then in a single Oneness Meditation you can become awakened. If you are not well prepared, in 6 or 7 Oneness Meditations you could become awakened. You would first move into awakened states and mostly after 6 months you would be fully awakened. Every month we conduct this process where the Divine might reveal some names. It is not based on your quality or qualifications. We have no role in this whatsoever. The Divine selects you and the Divine flows through you, and the Divine does everything. All of you would soon make it, don’t worry!
Question: Namaste dear Bhagavan. Happy birthday! With regards to Oneness Meditation, Bhagavan, how do the experiences differ of those who transfer it and of those who receive it? Do we have to be in prayer while in the Oneness Meditation? With love and gratitude to you. Pranam.
Bhagavan: All that you must do is you must have a sense of sacredness and keep looking into the eyes of the meditator. That’s all.
Question: Dear Bhagavan, there is so much silence and the utmost silent joy inside. This whole process in an incomprehensible mystery for me. Thank you for this new deeksha in which all of us take part for this grand collective process. Everyone discovers it in their own way. Endless gratitude to you Bhagavan. There are more and more people joining Oneness Meditations, and more and more people are helping to organize, set up and conduct the Oneness Meditations.
It is quite easy to organize and to conduct them because the major work is done by the Divine. For the introduction and….of the Oneness Meditation…will be held by the organizers. Could you please help them and tell what will be a good way to prepare people before this meditation? What they should tell? What to focus on, while preparing people? Maybe you can tell us something about what happens during Oneness Meditation. How does it help the process of awakening?
Bhagavan: If you could contemplate and review your life for half an hour it would be very, very helpful.
Oneness Russia: Thank you, Bhagavan.
Bhagavan: We shall now meditate.
(Meditation)
Bhagavan: Love you all, love you.
Oneness Russia: We love you Bhagavan, also. So much.
Bhagavan: Namaste.
Oneness Russia: Namaste.
For guidance about how to do a Notebook for Prayers visit: http://www.worldonenesscommunity.com/profiles/blogs/updated-how-to-do-a-notebookfor-prayers-from-oneness-india

(Note: A few words might have been transcribed incorrectly, but mostly it is correct.)

Namaste, Everyone. It is so good to see you all again. And I can only hope that you had a very fantastic 40 days of Sadhana that you just went through. And I hope that it was very fruitful for your entire journey.

I think a lot of you may notice when you are doing Sadhana on a daily basis, throughout the day you’ll start noticing changes and insights and glimpses. You might even have energetic experiences of different kinds of realizations, etc. Maybe you’ll even notice there is more clearing of relationships, or more abundance of relationships with those close to you. So hopefully throughout this last 40 days, you are able to see the fruit or the benefit of putting together, where you are basically each day working toward reaching toward higher states of consciousness and spiritual growth.

All of the ancient paths that we spoke about the first time we talked, it was a pursuit, a preparation for the body. All the sadhanas were there to stimulate, to awaken the kundalini and the chakras and the various energy systems of the body, which led to higher states of consciousness. These higher states of consciousness would lead to deep insights. The deep insights would lead to changes in the brain, which would eventually accumulate for a very big shift to happen in the brain, which we call awakening or to be awakened.

In the ancient cultures, as we talked about earlier, maybe there are some people who are new, you would do these sadhanas, which would prepare the body, and then when a great being or master you would be affiliated with, would see that you were properly prepared, that the body was well prepared, the master would then give a special kind of blessing. Now throughout the various faiths and paths and ways of the ancient to the new, this kind of blessing could have taken many different names, but the very ancient technology for this kind of blessing, a blessing for spiritual awakening, was called Deeksha, and it means a Divine benediction or energy transfer for awakening.

This Deeksha was a primary tool in all of the ancient cultures that the master would then bestow upon the seeker or the disciple to bring them into these states. Of course if you look closely at almost all of the saints and sages you know of, there was some kind of Divine energy transfer either directly from the Divine itself or through a guru or a master or a great being, that took place, that caused a series of changes to the body that led to shifts in consciousness that led to awakening.

So in all of these last 40 days, if you were pursuing sadhana every day, it has been good preparation, and in a couple of minutes, we’ll be going through and giving a very powerful kind of Deeksha that is the same kind of Deeksha that was given during the ancient time period. So this will help push you, because you are well prepared at this point. It will help push you in which the spiritual engine will turn on in a very big way.

This Deeksha will be lasting for quite some time in you. It’s not that you just have this one experience right now and whatever happens happens. It’s nothing like that at all, actually. Basically what is happening is that a key is being put into the ignition and the engine is being turned on.

So you may have received Deeksha before but this is a very special kind, actually. This is very specifically built to start the engine of spiritual awakening. So you’re going to notice in the upcoming weeks definitely today, tomorrow, maybe the next day, throughout the upcoming weeks, you may notice some very big changes happening to you.

It’s a very energetic process. You would then probably, throughout these experiences, you could very well realize that spiritual awakening is a very physiological act. You would realize that it doesn’t matter what you so much know about, that huge physical changes are taking place in the body.

The purpose of spiritual awakening is to end what they call the conflicted mind. I’d like to explain this for a moment so that you have the right intention of how this energy would be affecting you. The thing, if you look closely at your everyday lives, the big difference between the animals on this planet, the children, and the adults, of humans, is that the children and the animals are happy each moment. They’re free from the on-going conflicted mind, that incessant chatter that gives arise to tremendous amounts of emotions.

All the time, there is a talker in the head that is news commenting on every little thing you are doing. So as you’re eating ice cream, yes it’s telling you that this ice cream is OK but yesterday’s ice cream was better, and you shouldn’t be eating so much ice cream, but maybe you should be giving yourself a break, maybe you should have some ice cream. All the time, the mind is battling back and forth to excel, no matter what you’re doing, whether you’re walking in the park, you take a vacation, you’re in the middle of your job, or you simply just wake up in the morning, or you’re laying in bed to fall asleep.

There is a heavy news commentator that is putting pressure onto your life unnecessarily. When people say ‘I’m just exhausted’. What they mean, most of the time is, they’ve been in constant battle with themselves all throughout the day and they need to take rest. The conflicted mind is a big burden and there is not much you can do about it, because that conflicted mind is actually you.

So, there’s not much you can do at all. Spiritual awakening is where the real you, the awareness that’s is there behind the thoughts, seeing the thoughts, in between the thoughts, the true self, the You, it’s where that awareness starts merging to the forefront and that conflicting mind actually moves off into the distance.

The mind still operates like the mind. You should always remember that. The mind doesn’t change in nature. But instead of having a blaring radio attached to your shoulder, blaring into your ear all day long, it’s as though it was taken and put off into a ring in the distance. It still does what its does, but it no longer bothers you, nor do you even care. It plays its great role, but it is no longer the one governing every single moment of your life trying to tell you how it is.

And you return once again to being like the animals on our planet, like the children on our planet. You are just very calm, you’re very clear, you’re very simple, you’re very still. It feels very wonderful. And then when you need to use the mind, it is a very sharp and wonderful tool to use, in a very functional sense. When you’re done using the mind, off it goes being put back. So, the mind has its place, but in the modern day society, the mind is very overburdened and it’s all the time saturating any experience you are having, with unnecessary thought, which give arise to constant emotional turmoil and conflict inside of you.

All the ancients understood this, and the one thing they all agreed upon in a very big way was you can’t do anything about it because you yourself are this thinker and the mind. You can’t get yourself out of your own prison because you are actually the bars of the prison itself. It has to be given. And that was the role of the ancients’ use of Deeksha.

Basically, a Deeksha basically really turns on what they call the kundalini, basically pushes you into higher states of consciousness, which lets the awareness or the true self, the witness or the awareness emerge to the forefront for once and for all, and the mind simply recedes back to its place. It has its place, but not as the one that governs you.

So, we’re going to do a meditation, first a prayer. We’re going to take an intention that you would like to move beyond this conflicted mind. Because when you say to yourself, if you are an honest person, you may see deep inside yourself, whether you are married or not married, whether you are successful or not successful, you may see there is a lot of fear inside of me. There is a lot of tension inside of me. I am feeling lonely even though I have many things in my life. I am always feeling slightly depressed. All of that is because of the burden of the mind.

Spiritual seeking, when you really boil it down, is I want to be a happy person. I want to feel that love that everyone is speaking about. I want to feel very connected. I want to discover my Divine. All of these different labels are boiling down to the same thing: with the mind out of the way, you basically are restored to the natural state that you are supposed to be in, which is a state of peace, love, and connectedness. You actually feel like a complete human being. When you are experiencing somebody, you are really feeling as if you and the other person are One. You are feeling very connected to everything and everyone. You’re feeling very in tune. You don’t feel like a stranger living on a planet; you feel as though you’re home everywhere you go.

This is what all the sages and saints are speaking about when they talk about unconditional love. Unconditional love only arises when the mind is no longer in play. So that is our goal for spirituality. It’s to move to a place where I actually become unconditionally happy in a very big way. That’s a very possible goal, but it takes help outside of what you can achieve yourself, which would be the role of this Deeksha.

So, what we’re going to do is two things: We’re going to take a very special kind of intention and prayer where we are going to get in touch with our Divines and we are basically going to say ‘yes, I see where I’m at and I do want this. Only you can give this to me, so you’re going to need give it to me’. That’s what we are going to ask our Divines in a prayer that we will take.

The second thing is, and I’ll explain the format of this, is I’m going to be moving into meditation, maybe for about 2 to 3 minutes, I’ll basically have my eyes closed. At a certain point, I am going to be slowly opening my eyes for maybe about 7 to 10 minutes, give or take. I’ll be staring directly at you and I’d ask that you simply stare back.

One of the most powerful ways to give Deeksha is actually through the eyes. In the ancient context, the transfer of Divine consciousness through the eyes is a very, very powerful thing. So, I’m going to be staring directly at you. Please be connected to your Divine and just simply relax. You can feel the sensation of gratitude and sacredness.

What’s happening to me is very simple: I’m basically deeply getting in touch with Divine consciousness and it’s basically showing up on the scenes and it’s coming to cause a shift in consciousness for all of you. Basically, it’s going to be freeing you from your minds. That is the intention the Divine will be taking as it moves through. So, basically I’m just an empty vessel where the Divine consciousness will be flowing through in a very big way.

So, in this regard, you are just going to stare into my eyes and be in a state of just experiencing whatever is going on. Lots of things could happen inside of you, or maybe nothing at all. If anger comes up, be angry. If laughter comes up, laugh. If tears come up, just cry. If you aren’t feeling anything, stay with that experience. Whatever it is, you can’t miss the boat on this one. You’re just going to simply, authentically experience what is going on for you. That’s the most important thing. It doesn’t matter. If you want to laugh, laugh. Be with whatever it is; just go through the experience. That is all.

So, after about 10 minutes or so, I’ll naturally be closing my eyes. Once you see me closing my eyes and I wouldn’t be reopening them, you can also close your eyes and move into meditation. At that point, the webcast would naturally end. The person operating the webcast would turn the whole thing off.

My suggestion to all of you is that you are receiving something very, very rare and very special, actually. In that sense, the reason I am saying this is that I would highly suggest you remain quiet throughout the rest of the day. You just, you put in so much work the last 40 days. You’re taking a very special kind of blessing. I would highly suggest that you spend the rest of the day out in nature or by yourself – just be in silence and connected to your Divine. Just experience whatever is going on inside of you. Even if it’s not much, of even if it’s a big experience for you, or even if it is an uncomfortable experience, whatever it is, today is the day you’re going to stay with what’s going on.

Just relax. There’s nothing you need to do to become or to achieve this. You’re just going to relax and have your experience. That is all. Do not try to engage in a bunch of conversation and forget you have this experience. It’s very, very important to let this soak in you and do what it’s here to do. Otherwise, you put in 40 days, which is nice, but you missed the icing on the cake. So, try to remain in silence; it would be a very, very good thing.

Throughout the entire week, just be paying attention again to what is going on inside of you. Try not to resist anything. Learn to just experience whatever is coming up. You’re going to have lots and lots of things will be changing for you in this coming up week and weeks to follow. It’ll be very, very nice, actually.

Spiritual awakening is a journey. The most important part about the journey is that the engine has got to be kicked on. So this Deeksha is going to be helping with that.

So, we’ll begin now with our prayer. At this point, you can just simply close your eyes and I’ll tell you to open them again when we’re done with the prayer. Just close your eyes and just deeply get in touch with your Divine. If you don’t necessarily have an intimate bond with your Divine, it could be a higher self, or the great light, or the supreme universe. But relate to it as a personal friend. As it can hear you right now, just talk to it, and invoke its consciousness to fill your body. I want you, now that you are in touch with your Divine, I want you to simply ask your Divine that you want to be free from the mind. Just simply say, ‘I would really like to be free from this mind.’ You can kind of reflect, if you want, on how this chattering mind has caused such conflict to you. And just simply say, ‘I’d like to be free from this.’ You can again tell your Divine, you can say ‘Obviously, this isn’t something I can do by myself, so it’s going to mean that you need to help me with this.’

And you can just feel deeply the sensation of gratitude. The secret to receiving Divine energies lies in the feeling of gratitude and sacredness. Just, and this is something special, and just be grateful. So you’re going to be remaining throughout this meditation, this Oneness meditation, this eye Deeksha, you’re going to be remaining in this space of being connected to your Divine, and just relax in the sensation of sacredness and gratitude.

You can slowly just open your eyes. So, I’m going to be moving now into meditation and you can remain with your eyes open. I’ll basically be having my eyes closed for several minutes. Maybe after several minutes, two or three minutes, I would just simply be opening my eyes. Of course, again, when you see my eyes open, just simply look into the eyes and stay very fixed looking into the eyes. Just relax, and have the experience at hand. Naturally, after about 7 to 10 minutes or so, I would just close my eyes, and when you see that I am no longer opening my eyes, you can once again also close your eyes and just remain in meditation and the webcast would click off naturally.

Sometimes when this kind of meditation or Divine energies happens, I may tend to laugh, or giggle, or be kind of silly. There’s not much I can do about it, because I’m getting absorbed in Divine consciousness. So if you see me laughing, or smiling, or acting kind of giddy, it’s just the way it is. Just continue to look at the eyes. That’s all that’s most important. So, so I pray that you all have a very nice experience and I’ll be moving into meditation now.